Saturday, August 27, 2011
Hope is a subtle glutton
"Hope is a subtle Glutton
He feeds upon the fair;
And yet, inspected closely,
What abstinence is there!
His is the halcyon table
That never seats but one,
And whatsoever is consumed
The same amount remains"
Little did i expect to see a mass explanation of this ever in my life. But i am only lucky to see it so. How many of us had ever expected this to be the result of the movement against corruption led by Anna Hazare vouching for the Lokpal bill ?
Yes the answer is not that we had not, But not so surprisingly the answer is that yes most of the common man worried about corruption had thought that this will happen - a middle path shall emerge and the country shall stand united against corruption.
There is no point to doubt that the country today and actually the society stands united against corruption. whether we are or we are not for or we are still considering where to be for on the lokpall bill, we are all definitely against corruption and stand united in an effort to take the first step. An Individual taking a step ahead had no hope but a huge mass of people like India (which is practically like a continent in itself given the diversity and vastness we have) move together .. who will feel afraid? being on in such a mass can only give hope.
Gandhiji was the first one to realise the combined power of mass of people and non-violence. Anna ji has proved that it is not a ghost of the past but a living giant of the present times and of probably many more centuries to coming ahead.
Hope it was that bound us together in this movement from a corrupt society where the head is not held high to a society where the head is not only held high but also is allowed to work in peace. This is the dream of hope.
Hope is that we will be able to create the space and willingness towards this goal / dream. Hope is that we will be able to stand tall and hold hands together and not let this huge movement go in vain. Hope lies in our collective being and collective fate as in Ramlila ground we saw not only young IIM and IRMA alumni from metropolitan cities rub shoulders with illiterate and octogenarian members of the movement from hinterlands like Gorakhpur and Nalanda. In this Hope against corruption , i have hope for the disappearance of the differences that fissure our society into oneness of holding our head high.
So this is a toast to Hope, Oneness in society ( India) and ability to connect between different Indians (members of society).
Friday, August 12, 2011
Another Day of Rain and Another Terrible Night..
i was a young kid wanting to do something in this world and wanted to work on the set of rural problems as the world was gearing to move into the next century based on IT and computers..i had taken admission into IRMA (Institute of Rural Management Anand.. http://www.irma.ac.in/) and was promptly as per schedule left in a village for a week to learn about the environment that IRMAns are supposed to work for and understand if i could survive. I was alotted to stay with Haribhai in his village .. in his home.. and this home was a kuccha hut made of cow dung with two cots and a few utensils and clothes.. haribhai worked as an agricultural labourer and did not own farming implements. He was the only one in bhangi colony of the village who had successfully passed the high school exam but owned no land. His father decided to give all his landholding which was very meagre to his elder brother who was illiterate thinking haribhai would land a job. he landed none and was forced to work as an agri labourer.
The first night was alsmot like eco-tourism as in the gujarati hot summer night i got to sleep on a cot under a neem tree with the breeze soothing me.. i knew i had made the right choice to join IRMA and work for the rural areas of the country.
The second night was more eventful, we started on our cots outside the hut and under the neem tree but the breeze was cooler and more moist. after about an hour when i had barely slept for about half an hour.. there was a drop that fell on me..i was so pleased.. i have always been fond of getting drenched in the rain on every opportunity irrespective of whether health allowed it or not. i still continue to be so. My happiness increased porportionally to the number of drops falling on me and my heart was ever so romantic and i wanted to write a poem.
Five minutes later as the rain got more dense and the droplets increased in size my host came running and haribhai called out "lets take the cot inside you wont survive a night full of rain outside gettign wet!".
and then it hit me.. and do you know what hit me.. take a moment to think about it.. feel it and imagine yourself there..
A night with nowhere to go and take shelter.. and its raining.. all drenched all night long.. no warm cozy room or heater .. no warm drying with towels .. no escape from the rain.. damn.. i was already thinking of rain as a capturer and i wanted to escape it. haribhai and i moved the cots inside and i for the first time got to know that out of the five cots that were put up under the tree only two were 'owned' by haribhai. suddenly the cot was a really big asset as it was the license to stay dry the whole night. wait..staying dry to survive the night was that what i was thinking? survival? in something called rain? we have always loved it.. we have always danced in rain dances.. and i am talking of survival in the rain..
inside the hut we got down to putting the cots only to realise there werent enough leaves on the thantched roof, the dust storm in the day had blown some away and now the hut was a huge leaking bathtub and the cow dug -mud mixture had started to turn into a sludge on the floor where it was bright and clean and savi ben (haribhai's wife) had cleaned it to perfection. she took a great deal of pride in keeping her home clean despite her poverty. we moved the cots to the east and the west and then 20 degrees to the north we rotate it and nothing helps..there is still water falling on the cots. While we are busy positiong cots to sleep, savi ben is positiong the limited utensils of home to capture water and protect the cow dung sludge flooring of the hut or she will have to do it again but only when the water would dry. Finally we placed the cot in a position we thought the least amount of water was coming to it and was likely to come even if it rained the whole night.
this had taken an half hour to position to cots.. and now haribhai wanted me to sleep on a cot while saviben and their three kids aged 5, 3, and 1.5 would sleep on the other cot and yes for the record.. there was no privacy for saviben or the family.. i as a stranger had no option but to stay that night in that hut .. first i felt awkward to sleep on a cot next to a couple sleeping and i could'nt give them privacy... second i felt bad at how unequal the world was. . i had one cot to myself and they were five humans to one cot. i requested haribhai to lend me the kids for the night so that they may sleep in my cot while he and saviben managed on the other cot. yes these were cots and not king size double beds.
after an hour and half of bargaining .. thanks to the indian hospitality which defeats reason and logic for emotion and tradition hands down.. haribhai was convinced by me to 'lend' me two kids for the night. it was really touching that in such adverse conditions haribhai thought of hospitality to his guest.. (sadly this guest was me and i was feeling guilty of being there at that moment as a guest). i for once never thought about the mission of IRMA or going where i was needed versus rewarded.
so the ordeal happened but did not end here.. i first positioned myself so that no water fell on me as i slept on the cot and haribhai would not have the arrangement in any other way. then the two kids who were borrowed by me for the night came into the cot in positions so that minimum water fell on them or if possible no water fell on them. in less than five minutes they had hugged me like little kids will when they want to keep warm and i was happily asleep with my loan of "two" kids for the night.
That nightful of rain, the fact of having nowhere to escape rain , and that fateful 'loan' of two kids taught me what POVERTY was. i for the first time understand what dr. kurien meant when he had told us "Go where you are needed and not where you are best rewarded". i understood a need that night.. the need of LIFE and HOPE because i wanted to see a morning SUN after a rainy night.
i hope Saviben and Haribhai are doing good in life and their kids are getting educated.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
An Experimentation in Real life - Part II
Well First let me state that those were not only experiments.. they are based on my belief that such wishes have the potential to have a good effects and hence i put my beliefs on the anvil of judgement. So neither were those who received them guinea pigs nor were the wishes only experiments. i believed in every single wish i sent and i start to present how my belief fared with the results.
Many People will say that a simple good day or good morning will be a passing greetings and will have no impact on how a day really goes.. here comes the twist.. add a message to reason how to make the day good or why the day might be good.. so the greetings now becomes.. "starting the day with smiles brings smiles back .. have a good day with many smiles" seems silly yet simple..
and this seems to work.. it evokes response from most who receive the wishes.. even if it is for courtesy sake of etiquette..It means that people are reading these messages...
Result No. 1: Most people are open to positive ideas..irrespective of gender..
many friends in random discussions had remarked that such responses are more common from a particular gender . my experience says otherwise..irrespective of gender people are reading such messages.. this still leaves open how the interpretations and responses can be different according to gender but thats a matter to be dealt later.. for now.. People do read and are open to positive ideas.. thats good news for the world around us.
Some people are perplexed and even ask the meaning of the message if its not so simple or if its counter-intuitive..now thats wow!.. People not only skim they actually read and try to understand!
Result no. 2 : People are trying to find ways to give positive ways a chance
now that's too far a conclusion from what i mentioned above but ill tell you how i make that conclusion and you can decide if its fair or not.. when people ask meaning they also tend to discuss what they had initially thought when they first read and if its conditional or more true universally and stuff like this..All these discussions have a common underlying thing about them.. people are searching for universal truths in good and positive statements.. the quest for goodness in human beings may be subdued but it is not over.
Now to dampen all that positive spirit. Most of the times the people who ask for the meanings or appreciate the status or like the thought are the same bunch of people .. about 30 percent of those who receive the messages.. maybe not everyone is searching for the positive thought.. actually try looking at it in a different way .. .like this..
Result No. 3 If you are looking for positive things you try really hard to find them and often find a way to find the positive energy around yourself
i have put this in bold because this is an important result and the one that needs to be critiqued the most. generally the same set of people replying in a similar manner.. that is definitely a pattern of behaviour.. maybe a trait in these people that they all share.. to that extent they are similar individuals.. well they are all trying to figure out the meaning of positive statements.. maybe even some random statements.. they are seeking the truth behind them and that means a lot. My experience and this is where you may disagree ..and feel free to do so.. is that they are more inclined towards positive energy than negative energy or in negating the statements .. the latter are likely to ignore the statements and the wishes.. and even more so after pointing out their flaw once or twice especially when in close succession. so here is the twist.. there is some reason to see they look at the wishes and statements as positive. there is a lot of reason to believe they are trying to uncover the truth .. and the two add up to individuals who are interested in showing that positive energy is a truth and it works..
ill close this blog here.. on a very positive note.. lets sum the results..
Result No. 1: Most people are open to positive ideas..irrespective of gender..
Result no. 2 : People are trying to find ways to give positive ways a chance
Result No. 3 If you are looking for positive things you try really hard to find them and often find a way to find the positive energy around yourself
and i build my own inference from all these... I am part of a network of individuals who are inclined towards positive energy and the positive aspects of existence.
so till then keep chewing and keep reading and ill present more results from the experiments.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
An Experimentation in Real Life - part I
in retrospect, the Mahatma has had a profound effect on me . Maybe not so much in being an ascetic but definitely in terms of beng foolhardly or having the courage to say the right thing sometimes even at the wrong moments. Also in terms of experimenting with life and its various facets only to learn more and more about it and myself.
I grew up constantly hearing people complain that the fast pace and eroding value system of life was rapdily transforming people into more inhuman mehcanical living beings rather than being emotinal beings with a quotient for societal and relational existence. I decided to experiment like Gandhi. Can one individual make a difference? The believers say Yes and the non-believers say Impossible and to me the confused individual it was a puzzle that i had to try to solve.
I put myself in the shoes of an individual everyone would judge. I became the experiment myself to reduce any side effects if any affecting anyone else who would be the subject to the minimum. I put myself on the anvil to be judged because that would reveal the true character of the people of the world in close measure to me.
I decided on a simple activity.. small to be almost unnoticeable and an optional activity for all of us and yet placed at a time of the day that it had the ability to impact manifold events of the day.
I decided to send "Good Morning" wishes to some individuals to see what happened. I chose this because since my childhood i like to wish people and i saw the incidence of wishing and greeting each other reducing around me and it is one small thing i want to revive around me.
At this moment many of those reading this can relate to my good morning and good day wishes that i send online or at times over the sms. Yes these small wishes are the treatment in the experiment. I started by wishing some people regulrly good morning and some also good night through emails. This was strange for many to receive nothing in an email apart from just "good morning have a nice day". It almost felt like spam for many. the responses to the wishes are interesting and make for a separate follow up blog on its own lest this on gets to be too long.
So after almost ten years of running this experiment what do i feel and how has it gone.. ? I wish this was an easy queston to answer.. the very fact that it has taken 10 years to answer reveals a lot. what started as simple wishes has seen many versions and multiple forms also.
The wishes can be sent online through email , through yahoo or gtalk messenger , through social network sites like facebook and twitter. The wishes can also take the mode of the mobile either from the handheld itself or through the internet through sites which give free delivery to mobiles for text messages within a limit.
Thus there are multiple people , multiple modes delivery, and one treatment .. and mutiple interpretations.. we will talk about each of these separately one by one in the following blogs..in the meantime feel free to send your interpretation of the wishes if you were receiving them.
Wednesday, March 02, 2011
The need for Systems Processes and strong Institutions
Most young entrepreneurs entering the development / social / rural space in emerging markets and economies rarely realise what it really means when they say that there are so many other factors apart from performance that matter in order to survive and be sustainable. Politics and the burden of history or morality might be the most frequent or they might not, however the events of Bangaldesh and Grameen Bank highlight the need for systems , processes and strong institutions to effect development (whatever your definition of development might be) and the amelioration of people and thier lives.
Assume that Grameen Bank delivered a required service to some people of Bangladesh. ( please not i have not even claimed they are poor or needy). Also assume that the need for the service remains. What do events like the ouster of Mohd. Yunus mean for these people ? you can make your choice out of the options given below
a) uncertainty of whether the services will be the same or not.. for some if the services will be continued at all.
b) uncertainty if Grameen Bank will remain afloat and if so the uncertainty if their own investment and activities with the bank are safe or not. its an uncertainty of both the future as well as the risk exposure.
c) Loss of an inspiring figure and strong brand ambassador for Grameen bank and its services. This is likely to lead to another agency to deliver the same services and in an emerging economy the search costs can be susbtanital and the chances of committing an error high.
Given these three instinctive reactions from people. Do we realise that the strongest human instinct will stem from uncertainty of Future and the Financial and business risk they are exposed to ( some can read business risk as livelihood risk depending on the dependance on microfinance and Grameen for the respective livelihood).
If the unceratinty is about the future and the risk.. due to the sudden change in leadership..Do we need more evidence to see that leadership alone is not the best form of governance. It is clear that a governance system which survives beyond the individual leader, the larger than life founding father is an absolute must. How do we generate such non-indivudal leadership and directioning capability in an institution?
The answer is in making the Institution adaptive - capable of absorbing shocks like a crisis of individual leadership and resilient to be efficient and reduce the risk exposure of the clients. My Thesis is about creating such adaptiveness in institutions. ( you can get the same from this link...http://www.iimahd.ernet.in/library/ )one of the points that i highlight is the need for complete structures so that there is not one leader but more individuals are forced to come together and collectively work for the institution.
The open processes provide both flexibility and continuity by defining the routine procedures and leaving the speical requests to discretion. The binding force is nothing but a strong institution which is larger than the founder or the paternal / maternal individual leader. Suddenly the conclusion flows , to me at least smoothly.
To the youngest of entrepreneurs there is an important lesson - if you operate in an emerging economy or an environement where politics or some such external environmental force matters .... it is not a choice but an imperative that you need robust systems, superior processs and a strong institution to continue delivering services to those who require them.
The moral implication of this monologue is .. if the systems and processes are not in place and the weak institution crumbles - you might have to be ready to take the blame for breaching the faith of people twoards fulfiling their needs.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Year of CONSOLIDATION
Transformation
Rising
Making
Realization
Blossoming
Is there a pattern that you see? This might be the journey of a branch on a floral tree through different seasons and stages. For me it’s more like the story of the various stages of my doctoral studies. Blossoming included the start of my new job at IIM Indore. These are also the themes around which I lived my years as I led my life into a new phase altogether. Having completed five years of the journey I look back with satisfaction and some sense of achievement and loss. Satisfaction, I feel because I am satisfied with what I set out to do and what I achieved. Yes for satisfaction no one else but only me and those very very near and dear to me matter. Achievement I feel a little because moving in the mainstream while being different is not easy and I have survived so far. My experiments with life and my own convictions have not left me lacking good stead so far. There is also a sense of loss as I have made compromises on the time and togetherness I could have shared with those who matter to me. Economics it seems is more important in life than anything else as I realize. TANSTAFL – There Aint No Such Thing As A Free Lunch. Well especially if you’re on the receiving side.
Here starts my learning, if you got to create free lunches. First get to the giving side.. give some free lunches and hope that more people may start giving. The surety is never there but this is the only way to have a probability.
So I start another new year.. trying to create change trying to put together the wide variety of experiences and learning that I have collected through my travels in geography, demography and sociography. I am consolidating my learning and experiences to make better sense of them. This year I also start my new job at the Centre for Management of Agriculture at IIM Ahmedabad. (http://www.iimahd.ernet.in/faculty-and-research/research-centers/cma.html). This sets up the need to and also enables me to consolidate my professional leanings and focus on being most productive to creating change where it is needed. Professionally this is clearly a year of Consolidation of the blossom in the last season.
Personally, Mridul is set to complete her thesis and we start our true journey of life together ( at least a new phase of it) as a couple shifting to officially one city of residence and therefore we also consolidate our life together. I also want to reconnect to the people and friends and individuals who have mattered and who inside the deep of my heart do still matter to me. A start has been made but much more needs to be done. Hence at a personal level also this looks like a year of consolidation.
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
Report Card - The year of BLOSSOMING
Monday, December 20, 2010
Ek aadhi anniversary ka sukh
Ek aadhe aane vale saal ka rukh
Aur hum dono ki rangeen ulfat
dil maange thodi si fursat....
ki dekhon teri aankhon mein
sapne sunhari palkon mein
ek haseeen rang-khushbu bhare gulistan ke
tere-mere masoom nazneen afsane ke
fursat ke do lamhe mile
to tera phir se deedar karoon
chukar tere mann ke taaron ko
fir tujhse ikraar karoon
aa hath pakad kar baith zara
ek chai ke cup se chuski lo
dhalte suraj ki kiran ko pakad kar
aasmaan ko naye rang do..
Ek aadhi anniversary ka sukh
Ek aadhe aane vale saal ka rukh
aur hum dono ki rangeen ulfat
dil maange thodi si fursat...
happy Half anniversary dear Mridul on our marriage
Thursday, November 25, 2010
The Bihar Diaries
Monday, June 07, 2010
The Strange Coincidence of a being A BACHELOR
As a young bachelor ( i am not so young any more lols for many people ) there were coincidences of coming across beautiful maidens and vying for their attention... only to be saddened that most of them lacked the charm to hold attention beyond a particular duration and if they did hold the attention .. they lacked the simplicity of being "my types". it's about such coincidences that bachelorhood is about .. and not just in India but the world over.
Being an open guy who could say what was inside me .. only made things difficult and coincidences more common. here are some funny and not so funny experiences.. which reflect the times in which i lived my bachelorhood.
Two ladies treat me to an ice cream and cold drink each (for some long overdue favour ) and ultimately steer the discussion to ask "are we beautiful?" and sadly enough all that i could reply was "No Comments" .. (the bachelor was trying to be a Gandhian at that point of time) . Coincidence taught me later on .. if you want to Brew a relationship.. it pays to be non-Gandhian or else you as a matter of coincidence you need to have super -patience.
A girl is narrating a tale to me about herself and her friend and asks me "its like you and me and we know that we will not think of each other in an amorous way.. . right we wont?"...lo ls and not by coincidence i wonder what was the question.. will we or will we not ? and months later she says do i feel as if i am getting feelers from her .. cause someone else she was talking to thought so.. lols.. only by sheer coincidence could i feel the feelers someone else was feeling when she was talking to him. absolute ROTFL.
A girl tells me reasons why i would probably not get married so easily.. and repeats the same ones for herself and then asks me "don't we have a lot in common ?" .. i wonder is it by chance or design ? and whether we have a lot in common or we lacked a lot in common ? maybe it was just a coincidence....
i admire a girls dress and tell her that her dress looks beautiful and she asks me back "is it my dress that looks beautiful or me ?". coincidentally to her dismay i answer in the affirmative for the dress.. and then to make matters worse as a matter of coincidence she asks me why not her ? and i have to answer cause i cant see her at all .. the dress is all i can see ... she thinks this is the case for some other reason when all i meant to say was that the dress is so beautiful that i don't see anything else. lols.. Hail bachelorhood.. it coincides with peoples attempt to discovering the wrong meanings of your words, phrases, clauses and sentences.
i was travelling in a train .. the family on the opposite side had two daughters.. they were promptly pushed to the window as i sat towards to aisle. about five hours into the journey a discovery is made that i am about 10 years elder to them and they are allowed to change places and then five minutes later on it is known that i am still a bachelor.. and they are soon sitting cornered to the windows :) whatay coincidence to my bachelorhood.
I used to live in this small town in Gujarat called Anand and one day i meet one of my neighbours outside my bank and they introduce me to a boy .. a nephew who is in town from New Zealand.. and i wonder they have never introduced me to any nephew before.. in the late evening as coincidence will have i discover he has a sister who is to be married off....and i wonder who is more desperate for marriage "the girls parents and relatives" or "the bachelor"
I am travelling in a train and offer the seat next to me to a young girl who is standing since long due to the crowd. We hardly talk or speak and as the journey is about to get over ,she asks me if i want her phone number ! Is that coincidence or is it NOT!!!
Bachelorhood coincidentally changes the meanings of numbers.. my orkut list at a point in time had about 600 friends out of which 450 were male and 150 were female , linked had about 400 contacts out of which 70 were females and facebook had about 200 contacts out of which 60 were girls.. and yet coincidentally everyone seemed to think that i had too many females on my lists !!!
Another strange coincidence of Bachelorhood is that people remember the names of females who are your friends and the poor males are ignored and forgotten . Now this must be a coincidence.
However the high point of Bachelorhood in 21st century is being asked if i was married ..and then the next question is "how many children do you have"..i pointed out that i was unmarried and i was told that in the modern world you didn't need to be married to have children. and i wondered why they asked about marriage first and children later on and why not vice verse.. i guess only coincidence can explain this.
diclaimer: i am sure most of what i present has been experienced equally by women as well .. so bachelorhood is used in a much broader and gender neutral sense here.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Points to ponder for completing a Thesis .. you can feel good about
There can be no statement as untrue as this. If you want to differ ask someone who has just tread the path.
Its a long as in LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOng process. There are few reasons in between to cheer , be happy or party about. There are few things to compete for (it seems). There are few guiding stars and you are unlikely to end a thesis without many guardian angels.
From the editing of chapters in the end to the conceptual diagrams at the start and the suggested readings all along, inputs to a thesis come in various shapes and sizes. Sometimes the most unexpected people give the most valuable tips and the most silly things can lead to the most valuable insights. There is however seldom an advice better than what my guide gave me early on... "The only way a building is made is brick by brick.."There is rarely something as true as this for a PhD or a full blown research.
So here is a small collection of principles for completing a Thesis you can feel good about.
a) Open up.. talk about your work.. to the right people and get their views ... while you talk .. talk less and listen more.. the only reason you want to talk is to get inputs from all possible. All research intends to ultimately find a universal law.. if yes then start with accepting universal diversity.
b) Close down...reduce the amount of diverse things you do in work and concentrate on few things.. the focus is not on diversity of things you do but on the depth and ability to complete the things that you do.. in the case of the thesis these are the various tasks of the thesis.
c) link laterally .. A thesis is a huge task like a mega project comprising of numerous small and odd tasks .. making them link up and scheduling them seems next to impossible at the start. so don't try to link up too many activities.. try to link up friends who can help you with them.. a do-it-ALL-yourself PhD is not a good idea for completion though a great idea for learning. The more you link to people the better ideas you will get and the more you will end up learning. The idea is not to do everything but be capable of doing everything yourself.
d) Having good people with whom you can share your emotions is important to complete the process. The process is like a fellowship of many different tasks and good people are the binding material.
e) You have the ups, downs, lateral links, the binders, and the filling? yes what do you fill the PhD with.. Nothing but Hard Work.
f) The PhD is a process of learning the process of doing research till you can produce a complete finished product. The stress is on learning the process... complete...finished...product.. and think if you were evaluating a thesis .. what would you want to see to convince you that it was a finished and complete and final product and that the process had been learnt on the way.. clearly the last can not be evaluated and is left to the guide so guides at times have to be harsh.. and for the same reason the examination committee gives you some amount of work to check the process learning.
g) Your THESIS will be evaluated and not YOU. so choose people to guide you towards completing a THESIS and examiners who know what to evaluate.
h) The only way to complete a Thesis is to KEEP GOING ON . Only when you keep going can you ever reach the light at the end of the tunnel.
These are neither necessary nor sufficient and neither comprehensive nor exhaustive and each one of us might add our own rules to the list..or even i may revise this in a few days time . However i expect these to be helpful to most PhD Scholars who want to feel good about their own Thesis.
Saturday, March 06, 2010
I..I...am..I..= IIM I

Tuesday, January 26, 2010
The Year of the "Blossoming"
The seed was transformed (germinated) and it 'rose' to become and then as it was 'made'.. its presence was 'realised' as a result of activities put into effect. Now the plant must blossom.. for there is no youth without blossom.. youth is a riot of colours, energy, a search for stability in constantly new things and innovations , nervous anxiety, idealistic and full of ideas of change and visions of the future and a lot of hard work .
The metaphor only indicates so must be this year.. full of various hues, energy, search for stability, innovations, nervous anxiety, idealistic and full of ideas of change and visions of the future and A LOT OF HARD WORK. the two months that have gone by for the year only confirm that this year is just that.
A mad rush to submit the defensible draft of the thesis to frantic paperwork for a trip and a chance meeting with a very dear school and college friend as a bonus in between.. things were on a roll in January. February only made it brighter more colourful and exotic but equally hectic as it saw me travel to Australia for a hectic trip along the river Murray seeing some of the most wonderful sites and meeting some of the most wonderful people and discovering some very innovative ways of trying to save and work the environment. Thanks Lin :) , Sue, Bethany, Christine, Prof Gandhi, Floriane, Marian, Alok ji, Anna and the others that we met on the way.
The 54th annual conference of the Australian Agricultural Resource Economics Society (AARES) was a pleasant break with the mini symposium for the project and me presenting some of my thesis work. the work was well received and got some nice discussion of some of the biggies and most relevant and exciting people in the field in Australia :) Indian Irrigation and its experience is sure a best seller.
The two day stopover at Bangkok was a concise tour of a almost a new world for me. The politeness of the people, their hardworking nature and the eagerness to help strangers really weaved a magic for a person like me. indeed i don't like to call myself a tourist. we, as Indians and a growing economy have a lot to learn from Thais. the secularism, the openness to strangers, the humanity is mind boggling if you can focus on it. despite being the prostitution capital of the world as some would call it, it is one of the safest place for women that i have ever come across and hats off to that:). What had me most enchanted was the simple but overarching love for beauty and artistic touch that the Thais have as their culture and still seek to espouse. Bangkok has been made a great showcase of the same.I wonder if this is true for their villages as well or is Thailand a dual existence like India.
Finally i also cleared my Thesis defense paving the way to convocate this year and finally put an end to the uncertainty that people around me have been forced to live with. So now the search is on for teaching positions which allow me to do research as well.
Coming back to a year that is one sixth gone by already.. the seed has transformed- risen- been made a plant- and its presence in the garden realised.. and now it should Blossom.
In the year of the 'Blossoming' i have visited the land of Thailand and Australia and moved much closer to my destiny by getting done and over with my PhD. Let us all enjoy the bloom ahead :)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Closing the YEAR of the REALISATION


Thursday, October 01, 2009
A trip through time : Mahatma, LBS, Obama and the Globalised Populace
2009, Oct 2,
http://in.news.yahoo.com/139/20091002/888/twl-gandhi-s-anniversary-a-moment-to-ref.html
President Obama revers and remembers Gandhi on the even of his birth anniversary.
and i am wondering how many of us really think about him or his ideals .. do we really want to remember him with reverence?
we are moving from being a developing to a affluent society and luxury and capitalism are in . India talks of affluence today and enjoying your earning by splurging on consumerism while America remembers Gandhi and his ideals. our youngsters are discovering 'open-mindedness' and rights to be themselves and not care a damn attitude. Most of us today have very strong opinions about us Indians and we know very little about Americans. On the contrary Americans know a lot about us and are wanting to learn traditional Indian cultural values as the way ahead.
1960 s
America basks in the glory of Capitalism and the land of hope with the big American Dream. there is Luxury and splurging in consumerism as the latest fad. the youngsters discover and build the free sex generation with a heavy input of drugs and hippie culture .Indians shun America for its capitalist ways and the cultural values and we try to preach Indian cultural values to America as the way ahead.
suddenly in the 60s a civil rights movement is born in America but is not noticed. Indians have strong opinions about Americans.
so now do we want to think and ponder on the questions :-
What does it mean to be in a flow.. and why is the flow of success so dangerous?
and
what leads to clarity at the end of the day ? a skeptical start or a confirmed bias?
...good day on the birth anniversary of Mahatma Gandhi and Lal Bahadur Shastri.
Just to add info Mahatma never thought it was "unclean" to clean and lal bahadur shastri on his foreign visits used to stay with ambassadors and cook his own meals to save foreign currency for the country as he was basically still a humble farmer.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
numerical coincidence and not numerology
numerology will be if we can predict futher ..
Monday, September 14, 2009
Statement of a "Bride"

Thursday, July 09, 2009
The joy of a simple life
I had often heard people saying and exclaim in desire that they want a simple life but i had totally failed to understand why they called it simple when they had such complex descriptions of that desired life. Like one wise person had once told me .. he wanted to settle at a place away from the city where all urban facilities would be available and where he could breathe free air and live with people who all loved him and expected nothing of him. Where his servants would take care of all his needs and where his sons and relatives and friends could come and spend their holidays and where he would sit down and write about the factories of software engineers.. i was left wondering.. he wants people to expect nothing from him.. isn't that a tall expectation?
So i went to Indore village near Nasik and i discovered this couple who have a "simple" life. They get up and do their daily chores and drink tea and entertain visitors all day long if the visitors happen to reach this remote village. ( i walked for at least 7 kms from the main road each time i visited the village). the sons take care of the farming and the old man talks to people in the village on how to take the village ahead and improve life for people. he relates to his youth and the freedom struggle and tells everyone how things can be worked out. the lady grows flowers like you can see behind them on the side. they are huge hibiscus and the flowers remain fresh for seven days after plucking !!!.
i suddenly discovered a simple life.. growing flowers..and cooking and eating and sleeping... but flowers are ones that survive seven days and are of such huge size that they are not abnormal. that's a successful life. i am focused on one activity but i do it well , very well and get extraordinary results. that's perfection. i had to touch the feet and seek blessings of the lady before i left.
The old man leads a simple life. he talks to people. he inspired his villagers to form a cooperative water users association that has changed the economics of the village, the surplus has helped start a dairy and now he wants them to set up a shopping complex. he is focused on village development and thinks well and does it very well. he had threatened to break the shop of his cousin when he had declined to help the water user association. he uprooted bricks from the shop wall at the age of nearly eighty and managed to get this man to the village to manage the paperwork as he is the most educated person in the village.
i learnt what a simple life is. i learnt what stuff freedom fighters are made of. i learnt humility as they served me tea and opened up all they had for me and wanted me to stay with them longer. i learnt a little bit of gardening also for flowers always spread smiles and these were surely special flowers.
Monday, June 22, 2009
My Enquiry with TED India
TED has been raising expectations with its delivery and the way they have been marketing itself in the past few years. It claims to be the best and the most innovative stuff comes here. TED decided to launch TED outside the USA as recession hit and it was evident that money is now somewhere away from the US.
I managed to attend the TED India launch talk at IIMA about a month ago and i was pleasantly surprised to know that TED is playing it safe and conservative and copying the formula from US to make TED India a success. Laxmi was there and as she answered queries she accepted that TED is very conservative and have had few things not working out in the US and they were all out to replicate the US model in India.
It is here that all the cross cultural theorists need to sit up and take notice.. they have a challenge.. TED comes to India to do a Conference or "share" Ideas worth spreading and says it will replicate the way thins happen in India. I wonder if
- India is structured like US ...
- India has the same type of infrastructure as the US..
- Do conversations happen in the same way in India as in the US
- Do we share ideas in the same way in India as in the US
- Is TED India really for Indians or does it want to bring the outside world to India cause there ain't much money elsewhere.
- Is TED really about innovation if it cant innovate given the well known and not so well known differences across US and India.. not just the continents are different even the contents are different here.
- Given the new ways we look at the world can TED succeed in India by using the same formula it has been using for 25 years in the US ?
As i had not the benefit of the answers and cause i increasingly feel TED is not about innovation as much as it is about oratory .. i decided to drop the cause of applying for the TED fellowships.
But now i am interested in knowing how TED bridges the divide that cross culturalists so much talk about.. or given its experience do we question if a divide exists at all considering the way India is changing very fast... very fast...
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Life is Unfair
I came as a student to IIMA campus and was first impressed by Nanubhai, a simple sweeper for my dormitory. he would report to duty at 0730 because he came by bus from 15 kms away. his duty started from 0800 but he would start working before that as he did not want to waste time. he was sharp on dot everyday and before 0900 am my room was spanking clean. i never had to tell him and he noticed when he had to clean and wipe the door, when to remove the cobwebs and when to do a more detailed cleaning. His commitment to his job was unmatched and his dedication to his profession was ultimate and to me he is still an ideal of how it is to work with commitment and devotion. i believe he was one of the best teachers for me at IIM and yet he had to bend down to touch my feet. and he taught me humility. and i discovered LIFE IS NOT FAIR.